May. 30, 2016

DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER...CLICHE BUT TRUE!

YOU KNOW WHAT...BEARING MY SOUL RIGHT NOW. I KNOW SOME FOLK WILL BE LIKE...DON'T SHE DO THAT ALREADY!?
YEA...BUT MY FAMILY BUSINESS IS LEFT ON THE BACK BURNER MOSTLY...WELL, MY PARENTS SAW MY SICK AND WEAKENED STATE DURING THEIR RECENT VISIT AND IT BROKE ME AS WELL AS ANGERED ME BECAUSE I WASN'T ABLE TO COVER IT ALL UP. SEEING THE LOOK IN THEIR EYES THAT I SEE IN MY KIDS EYES TORE ME TO PIECES. I JUST NEEDED THEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT YES SICKLECELL IS BEATING ME DOWN PHYSICALLY BUT I AM FIGHTING MY HARDEST TO KEEP THE DAMAGE AWAY FROM MY SPIRIT/SOUL. MY FIGHT TO DO THE BASICS IS TORTURE BUT IT DIDN'T KILL ME YET SO...IMMA KEEP ON MOVING AND PUSHING AND FIGHTING BC THE STRENGTH I HAVE SHINES BRIGHTLY FROM WITHIN.