Mar. 6, 2016

HOW MY SPIRIT WAS ALMOST BROKEN!

A LOT OF PPL STILL WILL NEVA GRASP THE PAIN THAT WE GO THRU B/C OF SCD...I FIGURED IF I MADE THE SCIENCE UNDERSTANDABLE THEN MAYBE THEY COULD KINDA GET IT...YOU KNO AND I KNO THAT AINT NO ONE TRYNA READ AAALLLL OF THE CHEMISTRY THAT IS SCD. SORRY BUT IT IS A LOT TO GRASP...BUT I AM TACKLING IT LIL BY LIL. 

<DOCTORS/NURSES>
YOU KNOW THE SCIENCE SOOOO...WTH DON'T YOU GET?
A DR SAID TO ME ONE TIME THAT MY BLOODWORK IS SAYING I SHOULDN'T HAVE PAIN...I KNEW NO BETTA THEN AND I THOUGHT IT WAS ME/MY HEAD PLAYING TRICKS.
...YALL NOT HEARN ME...SHE MADE ME BLAME MYSELF AND I LEFT THE HOSPITAL STILL IN PAIN!!! SO AS I READ AND COMPREHEND THE TRU SCD SCIENCE...I AM HEATED...U DON'T FEEL ME...CRYING MAD B/C I AM NOW SEEING THAT IT WAS NOT ME IT WAS HER LACK OF EDUCATION/COMPASSION THAT HAD ME FEELIN WORTHLESS. I GAVE HER THAT POWER B/C I DID NOT KNOW BETTA...IT WILL NEVA HAPPEN AGAIN.
{{OUR PAIN IS REAL}}
LIVING W/PAIN DAILY IS A LOT AND EVEN THOUGH IT IS NOT SAFE...WE LEARN TO LIVE W/PAIN BC OF IGNORANCE IN THE MED COMMUNITY.
{{MY SOUL/CORE WAS MADE BY SCD}}
WHEN YOU ADD KNOWLEDGE TO YOUR STRENGTH..NOBODY CAN TOUCH YOU!!!